Dominion and Empathy

On July 10, 2010, in Life in General, by Bob Borson

Life of an Architect…this is a life day.

Cleo

It’s early Saturday morning, and by early I mean 5:45 am, and I am sitting in the kitchen eating a bowl of cereal because I am trying to be a nice guy. But why am I up now and why should anyone care?

I am up because one of our dogs, Cleo, is 14 years old (which is probably 2 years older than she should be) and she has become blind, deaf and senile. Cleo will scratch at the door to be let out until there isn’t any door left to scratch. You will get up, let her out and she will walk directly to the back door and scratch until you let her back in. You will get up, let her in and she will walk directly back to the other door and scratch to be let out.

Repeat.

But….if you get up and sit in the kitchen, she will join you, laying on the floor very happily by your feet. Surprisingly she still seems very happy and every day there is at least one moment where she seems exceedingly happy. Most of those days that moment comes when our 1 year old dog Ritzy is let out of her crate (she’s too small to leave in the yard all day) and Cleo and she can be with one another. My daughter chose Ritzy specifically because she looked exactly like Cleo. I have no doubt that Ritzy is extending Cleo’s life, it is one of the more amazing things I have seen.

Ritzy

Cleo has been a great dog for me and my family and I will continue to get up at 5:45 in morning and go sit in the kitchen for as long as she wants – she deserves that. I have been fearing the day that we will become a 1 dog family again.

I am reminded of a passage in the book Dominion, written by Matthew Scully:

‘Animals are more than ever a test of our character, of mankind’s capacity for empathy and for decent, honorable conduct and faithful stewardship. We are called to treat them with kindness, not because they have rights or power or some claim to equality, but in a sense because they don’t; because they all stand unequal and powerless before us’

Today is also my daughter Kate’s 6th birthday and to say she is excited is an understatement. Turning 6 represents in her mind that she is no longer a little kid. Being 6 years old represents 1st grade - which means where you aren’t the youngest kid in school; that is an honor reserved for the kindergartners. It is quite possible that Kate was literally the youngest person at her school last year so I can see why this is a big deal to her. Me? I really most happy because she brought home an award from camp yesterday for “Friendliest Camper”. I know several of you have met her and that’s probably not a surprise. I am proud of her and the way she goes out of her way to try and make friends with people, to include them at times knowingly to her own detriment. Empathy is a character trait my daughter has shown from the beginning and it has translated into her being a beautiful person.

Kate Borson - Happy 6th Birthday

Empathy, man’s dominion over animals, and cereal on an early Saturday morning. I hope everyone has a great weekend, I’ve got to go mow the grass.

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Bob Borson

Dallas architect who specializes in modern design. I'm AIA, Leed AP, NCARB certified, and the reigning AIA Young Architect of the Year (2009).

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http://homepathproducts.blogspot.com/ Mike Hines

Bob,

Another fine post…and far too many thoughts/experiences running through my head to leave in this comment box…but here is where it all ends up – at some point I will make my way to TX. The trip will be worthwhile for no other reason than to shake your hand, say thanks, and encourage you to press on. Leaving the world in better shape than how you found it is the noblest of goals and you're out there doing it every day! Right on!

Best to Cleo and Ritzy…and happy birthday to Kate!
http://www.lifeofanarchitect.com Bob Borson

Rich,

Got to confess this was a weird post to write for me. Normally I know what I am going to write about and you know that I stopped posting on the weekends. This one just came out nice and easy which if my life was interesting enough, this blog would simply be my diary and it would be called Life of Bob (Hmmm.. I kinda like that sound of that).

I know there are people just like me in the exact situation and it is sad and happy at the same time, sometimes it’s nice to be sad and happy at the same time.
http://www.lifeofanarchitect.com Bob Borson

Cyra,

That is some real dedication. I normally wouldn’t describe myself as a dog person, rather someone who has dogs. I am finding myself becoming more and more forgiving of Cleo driving me crazy because all I can think about is how much I know she loves us. That’s probably why that Matthew Scully book popped into my head as I was sitting at the table exhausted. Sounds sapping but hearing how you dealt with your dog when things got tough tells me I am not alone.

Thanks for sharing.
Pam

Thank you for sharing Cleo, Ritzy and your beautiful daughter Kate. You are a lucky man and I'm sure you know that! Relish these moments as they go buy quicker than you think. I know, because my oldest turns 34 tomorrow.

Happy Birthday Kate! Take care of your daddy!
Lori Jablons

Bob, what a beautiful way to start the weekend. We have two dogs as well, and I wouldn't trade being a two-dog family for anything, including being able to sleep late. Happy birthday to Kate, who sounds like an amazing young lady. Keep up the good work on the home front!
cyraduquella

Your dogs are beautiful! I was blessed with an Aussie that lived to be 15 and the last 9 months of his life were a struggle for both of us. He lost the use of his hind legs and I carried his back end around for him – he wouldn't use a cart. He couldn't make it upstairs to my bedroom anymore so I slept on the living room floor on an air mattress with him beside me. I still miss him so and would do everything I could for him all over again.

Happy birthday to Kate – tell her I love her taste in tile!
http://twitter.com/concretedetail Richard Holschuh

Bob
Awesome post – to be open with one's humanity by sharing your closest worlds – your aging faithful dog and your beautiful growing daughter – have to hand it to you, dude!
You cut very close to the heart and I commend you for sharing with us, your loyal readership and the benefactors of your generosity. One of those moments of connection just occurred…
Rich
http://twitter.com/ExtremelyAvg Brian Meeks

The 'Friendliest Camper' is the best award EVER. That was such a wonderful post. I definitely give it a thumbs up. I would give it two…or three, if I could.
bobborson

Thanks Mike,

You come to town, I'll provide the beer and barbeque. I'll be looking forward to that day – friends, beer and barbeque can't be beat. Well, unless it's winter, you don't drink, and you're a vegetarian! In that case we'll have to work something else out, I'm pretty flexible and like having people over.
bobborson

Thanks Lori, I appreciate it. I hope you have a great weekend and I'll eat a piece of ice cream cake for you (it's the least I can do…)
bobborson

Wow congratulations on 34. How much younger is the youngest?

I don't even want to think about Kate starting 1st grade and time is already going by so fast.

Have a great weekend!
Kim Obele

Beautiful dog and beautiful daughter, you are a lucky guy.
bobborson

Thanks Kim, I feel really lucky (knocking on wood). I am also glad you took time to comment – although I'm not surpeised it was a post written on animals that drew you in. You still riding horses at work these days? I know people who would like to have your job (at least some aspects of it).
Kim Obele

I read the chicken post, too! I still ride in the mountains for work, but not as much as would like to. I love the job, despite the government bureaucracy, and would never ever consider going back to accounting (which brought me 0% satisfaction for a decade). I guess this is related to your most recent post about careers. No amount of anything could make me “like” my previous career!
Jackie Searl

A friend suggested that I read your wonderful dog story Dominion & Empathy…our precious Albert English Bulldawg who was a rescue some nine years ago joined our family and just two days prior to his 11th year took his journey towards Raindow Bridge…Know about sitting in the kitchen and watching him eat or just being there those last days…wish I could do that all over again and stall time from moving forward, but not to be and we move forward as Albert knew we would. We have Clyde who is another rescue bullie that came to join our family two years after Albert…Clyde was seven this past Monday. He is a little lost without his buddy Albert…goes looking for him outside and in but is blessed to be my assistant caregiver for my 90 year old father-in-law that resides with us…Clyde's job is to sit with “Searl” while he eats and to alert me to anything out of the norm…my husband and I would often say when the times comes we know we will be come one critter for a while then must bring another into the home and this too will happen. Thank you so much for sharing and reminding us all just how special our animals are and how much pure, simple joy and love they bring into our lives each day in their own way. Today while sweeping around a rather large clump of Albert's hair was behing a table…he was all white and 70 pounds…lots of white hair remains all through our home and so Albert still remains with us in his own special way
bobborson

Thank you for sharing Jackie. I feel your pain and I have a feeling that my days with Cleo are numbered so hearing other people talk about the good times with their doggie buddies while enduring their own suffering let;s me know that eventually everything will be okay.

My email is bob@lifeofanarchitect – send me a picture if you can, I'd love to see Albert and Clyde.
Jackie Searl

Bob, I hope you received my email back to you. I sent it to the above email address and added .com
Hope that was correct.